December 2009
wish I could of;
Ran to yr house, and kissed you at midnight.
Take me, take me back to yr bed;
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH THAT IT HURTS MY HEAD
So I was going to write something;
About the friends and stuff from 2009 but my comp spazed D=
So I think I’ll do it when I get back ^_^
Laying in bed, hope I get to sleep soonnn
2009;
so i’m leaving tomorrow to spend nye with Alicia; there for thought I’d post something now :) I’m going to post a photo for each month and sum it up.
NYE; Spent it with the family @briannas, had some good hangs also dyed my hair red that day :D
January; Went to Sydney for the second time, this time stayed at Lizzies for a few days, was amazing. didn’t do much else that...
Screwed that reblog up, but still ilying my itouch :)
I’ve been in bed for the last few hours, cuddling mr.funshine and watching Jesse Lacey videos; I’m really starting to dig his stuff with Kevin :)
My teeth hurt as I have both plates in and I think I have a hole D; also I’m very hungry
5:23 one more video then sleep.
You'll know what inspired this entry, but I love...
believersneverdie:
I love yr opinion on things, that’s why I asked; I didn’t think you’d believe, but I admire how strongly to support yr best friend, and the other straight edge one :)
Tonight I was asked what my views on religion were by a friend I know from local shows. My response was that “I don’t personally believe in God or anything, but I have respect for ANYONE who...
I want a lover I don’t have to love
Really.
Goodbye to sleep.
I feel bad always tweeting and blogging about her; And it’s awkward for those who know who it’s about, and I’m worried she’ll read these and work it out
But I felt like this could start to go somewhere but ive missed my chance and I have to wait and watch you be with someone once again; this is worse then ever before because I’ve let myself really like...
I don't mind you under my skin;
I’ll let the bad parts in, the bad parts in.
This song is on repet <3
I am not yr friend;
I am just a man who knows how to feel;
I am not yr friend
I am not yr lover
I am not yr family
Spent last night downloading songs for my itouch since i only had sarahs laptop for the night; got a shit load of brand new and about 10 other songs by different bands, I clearly win at life :) I’m hoping to get my laptop fixed by Wednesday but doubt it :(
Got home at around 1 this afternoon...
when I'm talking to myself;
I’d always rather be talking to you!
downloading stuff to put on my itouch since i can’t do it at home till the laptop gets fixed; so what am i putting on it? brand new, lots of it. getting so into ah, i love them soooo much<33
then i’m thinking some bayside/dashboard ceebz so much but, plus ths room is a mess and clean it tonight since were leaving in the morning, idk where...
Hell yes, itouch tumblr ap!
I love this thing! Barley ever using my hiptop now haha it’s snitch to type on but (n)
Shitty day, and not in a good mood so let’s just leave it at this, goodnight x x
omg bottom plate
Eff!
I can’t believe how painfull it is,
Sorry I keep whinging about it =/
I’ll stop blogging now!
Going to try and sleepx
The main problem i have;
is yr turning into them and you don’t even care infact you probs want it.
well i like you, and i don’t like them so don’t expect me to like you if you turn into one of them.
I WANT TO RADIATE LIKE YOU DO
MAKE OTHERS JEALOUS OF EVERYTHING I DO
Update; Wednesday; hada slight xmas picnic, with some of the mob +matt&roman was quite lovely, there was some nice food such as fairy bread :) the heat sucked, and so did how i’ve been feeling but good day anyway ;D
Thursday; had a shit sleep, watched gossip girl, got packed/dressed, then started to feel really sick, and a mass cry sesh, then went...
so like I never get jealous;
but i am right now, really badly; I’d kill to be him, or more i’d kill him for you to notice me the thought of him even touching you drives me insane, i don’t know when or how it got this bad.
the gifts yr reciving from me will be;
One awkward silence and two hopes you cry yourself to sleep, staying up, waiting by the phone, and all I want this year is for you to dedicate your last breath to me before you bury yourself alive.
Silent Nights
jaydenroy:
So my tumblarity went down to 4 as I found out tonight. I havnt really been on trying to make myself popular. I just dont seem to care anymore. I feel like an advertisement, a product in need of constant updating. What for really? I just dont feel like I have achieved anything. I feel like I have friends that dont want to really know me as a person, but more see me as a favour to them...
if I had the guts to say I love you;
I’d tell you as quickly as I could..
holy shit
Pretty much driving myself crazy right now.
So many things in my head,
Trying to sleep, soooooo tired
But won’t be able to sleep for hours
Really could go sleeping pills or something atm
Also really hot
Not helping at all
Fuckfuckfuck
She smelt like a pack of cigarettes;
and she never had a problem settling for second best.
My alarm went off at 7:30, I didn’t get up till 8, I’ve done nothing but put some clothes on, not good. pumpin’ wherewolves, going to move on the grips & tonic but :))
DUFFLE BAG
lyk z0mg
My favouriteeeee bands are short stack, for our hero and a sleepless melody!
I will t0tz marry one of them
And will love them forever and ever and ever.
In other news;
Wtf at the really bad headaches I’ve been getting =( but it finally went away and I went xmas shopping with the mother, was fun and had some lulz.
I’m on the phone to meaghan atm =D
Xmas picnic tomorrow, heaps...
sick;
really really sick and i’m sorry if you’re over hearing about it; this year has been the worst i’ve ever been and it sucks.
today I had a really bad fever, at least it was something different.
wow i was just eating chips, and you know the sound of yr teeth like scraping together? idk BUT IT MADE A SOUND
first time in over two years people, so shh i’m amazed miss my metal but =[
Weird day;
everything was so blah.
went in the city with Kiera &danny, saw Dylan, got some starbucks, ran into Meaghan &jazmine, meet Alicia, then Jess, ate subway, went on a hunt for cold orange rockstar, lined up, had some lulz, negged on Mark My Words, got jiggy for Grips & Tonic, went to the toilets for Mourning Tide, pitted for The Ghost Inside, got almost knocked out by a foot, got a ice...
i want to write something;
but i’m scared she’ll find it and know its about her.
i’m trying to be different, and pretty much throw myself out there because i’m scared it just won’t ever happen but i’m hella embarrassed.
the one thing;
that would make me so happy this week, won’t happen.
this is how bored i am, eff.
Highlight all the things that are true Apperance: I think I’m ugly sometimes. I have many scars. I tan easily. I wish my hair was a different color. I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color. I have a tattoo. I am self-conscious about my appearance. I have/I’ve had braces. I’d get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free, scar-free. I’ve been told I’m attractive by someone i don’t...
so i got real bored and made a formspring;
pleaseee ask me stuff, gives me something to do.
/hideyrchildren
'We're the lifers here till the bitter end,...
believersneverdie:
strictlyinbluesandreds:
One of my best friends (who I happened to meet through the FOBR Boards) posted this on my facebook wall today. I can’t really tell you how it made me feel, apart from the fact that it is 100% true.
No matter where I am in my life, FOB will always have a special place in my heart, even though at times I am ashamed to tell people what this band really...
I want to feel happy =/
I want a girlfriend;
without the whole realtionship part; i don’t even know what that means
more I just want her; and her wanting me is not enough and its all still going no where and its a mess inside my head.
When everything is lonely I can be my own best...
I’ll get a coffee and the paper, have my own conversations, with the sidewalk and the pigeons and my window relection; the mask I polish in the evening by the morning looks like shit.
and I know you have a heavy heart, I can feel it when we kiss, so many men stronger than me have thrown their backs out trying to lift it, but me I’m not a gamble, you can count of me to split; the love...
why are people talking about beau taplin
lightswhite:
here are some facts
he doesn’t shower
he is a lyric stealing pedophile
I didn’t say that what are you talking about
this counts as talking about him, just saying.
lol at smelly pedo but ily aliciaaaa
OH also when did everyone start hating beau?
i’m confused D=
out of no where theres been so much stuff =/ i just don’t find it all that funny, i don’t know why.
BUT I TOTZ HATED BEAU BEFORE HATING BEAU WAS COOL!
it's too hot to wear a jumper;
but i take it off and freeze, ihy.
eatin’ salt and vinegar chips and drinking diet coke; i need to straighten my hair, but its so dead it just doesn’t work and i’m sick and my eyes hurt =[ but i can’t pit with curly hair (N)
deez nuts tomorrow, keeen so geed to see the ghost inside again =D
pointless blog, but everything i post is pointless so whatever. ALSO WE STILL...
To know you is to hate you;
So loving you must be like suicide.
I HAVE A TOTAL CRUSH ON YOU BABY BABY
IF ONLY I COULD LET YOU KNOW.
Scientists they couldn't fix me;
I’m so tired of getting out of bed, but who would want to die as a cowardly little child? when our time is up, will we be ashamed or proud? this song, was the highlight to my soundwave 09, not even kidding.
crap mood;
idk why, maybe its being at home most of the week and being sick, i don’t feel like going out but, i want to sleep, but all the sleep makes me sick, and i’m even getting sick of disney.
i really wish i had emo right now, i need a good cuddle and rant i still can’t believe shes gone.
i dont know whats wrong with me today
update;
still no time to blog, such a bother.
I got my braces off monday, then chilled in the city with Jess, chilled at the Green Day line, then went and brought Matts ticket off Ally and went home, do kinda wish I got to see them but I’m glad Jess did :):)
Tuesday I had to get ready in 20 mins D= and then go to the dentist once again, got my sexy plates; I’ve already gave up on wearing the...
I DON'T WANNA LET YOU GO
BUT IT HURTS MY HANDS TO HOLD THE ROPE
omg i NEED to get in to see them.
Oh my dear please dry yr eyes;
Who could harm you? to hurt you is to be despised, as I’d love to.
So i’m sitting here listening to crash love loudly, while singing. you should hear me sing with plates it sounds so sexy infact just talking sounds lovely.
I’m bored, today i was meant to have a epic sleep in but yesterday i was puking so i sleept early, there for woke up early, bummer. negging on going out...